This is a work in progress. I will update this page as called to do. Here, I will share our testimony a little at a time. As we follow Christ through this post season of trauma, GOD willing, I will share with you what HE teaches us, our struggles, and our growing love for CHRIST.

Here is a peek at what we are working through: (edited under September 2nd, 2026)

On February 2^nd, 2026, I gave birth to our youngest child. Our Pretty Pink Princess was born naturally. During delivery, my uterus, cervix, and some of my vagina tore. Our sweet baby girl was most likely in my abdomen at one point according to our doctor. The hand of GOD and HIS loving mercy are the reasons we are still here, and the only explanation for why she came out the birth canal. We thank GOD for our beautiful baby. We have experienced an astronomical number of blessings, because of JESUS. So many in fact, that I wouldn’t change what happened if I could. This experience has grown us closer to CHRIST, blessed our family with another amazing child, and brought us closer to each other and so many others. Now, Jesus is using our story!

September 2^nd, 2026

Hi! How are you doing? I hope you are seeing CHRIST working in your life as the summer season is beginning its transition into fall. We are excited and joyful to be seeing HIM working in our lives. The first thing I want to up date you on is what actually happened during delivery. I thought about deleting what I had first written, but I feel lead to use it as an example of having grace for myself so that maybe you will be inspired to have grace for yourself, too. When our baby was born, and for some time after, there was so much information coming to us that I got what had happened to us all jumbled up. My husband explained it to me like this: If you took the most beautifully detailed spiders web and cut it and then tried to put it back together by memory alone, it would most likely come out not looking the same. My mind took pieces of different conversations from that time and missed matched what had happened. I feel the need to feel embarrassed, but these things happen, especially when trauma is involved. So, I am going to choose to have grace for myself, instead of “going down the rabbit whole” of embarrassment. I do apologize, and want to share what really happened with you.

What actually happened:

On February 2^nd, 2026, I gave birth to our daughter. It is because of GOD’s love and mercy that we are here with our family. During delivery, the back side of my cervix and uterus tore resulting in an emergency hysterectomy. Our daughter was not in my abdomen, but she was exposed to it. I picture the seem of a shirt at the shoulder being ripped open when I think of her lying there in the birth canal heading hard and fast for the exit. The shoulder would be exposed to the environment outside of the shirt, but the shoulder would still be in the shirt. Similarly, our Pretty Pink Princess was exposed to my abdomen, but she did not leave the birth canal. As our doctor said to her, “thankfully you stopped and asked for directions.”  Praise GOD, that HE made a way for her to come out the right exit and not through the whole that had been torn open. After delivery our doctor felt something wasn’t right (praise GOD, HE was putting it on her heart to keep investigating). She reached into my uterus to check what was going on. When she did her hand went into the whole that had been created. She could feel the back side of my uterus, as well as my back bone. I had to be given 8 units of blood and three units of plasma. Eight units of blood is the equivalent of 1 gallon. According to Bing, there is about 1.2 to 1.5 gallons of blood in an adult human body. The supper cool part is that I was completely stable. I could feel myself wanting to freak out (just wait until you here why- another GOD moment), but I could feel CHRIST there with me, like a weighted blanket gently and securely pushing on every cell of my body telling me that HE was in control. I was able to tell my husband that I loved him and our kids, and to make sure they know JESUS. During that time the GOOD LORD blessed my husband by shielding him to the amount of blood pooled on the floor. He is a butcher so he is very much aware of how much blood is to much. If our HEAVENLY FATHER hadn’t shielded him to it than he wouldn’t have been able to care for our new baby as well as he did, instead he would have been panicking as his body triggered his sympathetic nervous system. “The sympathetic nervous system (SNS) prepares the body for ‘fight-or-flight’ responses, increasing heart rate, respiration, and energy availability while temporarily slowing non-essential functions like digestion.”-Bing Copilot Search

There did come a point were GOD, revealed the severity of the situation to him. That, however, is a story for another night. The wonderful man that our HEAVENLY FATHER has blessed me with is ready for bed, and so am I. GOD willing tomorrow will be another day filled with plenty of joy and purpose serving HIM. Please, pray that we would remain faithful to follow JESUS CHRIST as HE leads us into new and unknown waters.

Dear HEAVENLY FATHER,

I pray that YOU watch over the person and/or people reading this. LORD, YOU are amazing, and so full of over flowing love. I pray that if this person doesn’t know YOU that YOU introduce YOURSELF to them, and that they would come to love and serve YOU. I pray that if they do know YOU that they would feel YOUR love abundantly, and that YOU would give them peace of mind. Thank YOU, dear HEAVENLY FATHER, for showing me that life hasn’t ended with not being able to have babies anymore, that I still have purpose. Thank YOU for seven wonderful miracles that call me momma, and a wonderful husband that I get to witness grow in love and relationship with YOU and me.  Thank YOU for all of the people YOU have brought into our lives. In JESUS mighty and powerful name, Amen!